At the risk of sounding like a country song, I wanted to share with you a few of my hopes and wishes for my daughters. I've been thinking about this a lot lately. So, what better place to get it out of my head!
These are mostly just moments when I say to myself, "Man, I really hope Claire and Zora don't do _____."
I hope I don't impose my dislike for things on them. I didn't like cilantro. I had the idea that it was gross. I told people that I didn't like cilantro. Then I actually ate something with cilantro in it and now I love it. Can't get enough cilantro. I didn't like it because a member of my family who shall remain nameless said she didn't like it. It turns out that she does like it and her dislike of it was based on someone else's dislike of it. See how this happens people? I also love brussel sprouts.
I hope that they stand up for others. Yesterday I was talking with the BFF about my mistrust of Vienna sausages. They just freak me out. They might be delicious but they're so off-putting with their gelatinous goo and paleness. Plus there was a girl that I went to elementary school with who ate them at lunch. She was overweight as a child and through high school. People made fun of her. In hindsight it was awful. The only thing I know about this girl is what she looked like and what she ate at lunch. I regret that. I hope my children don't have the same regrets.
I hope they never equate self-worth with appearance. I've talked about this a lot in this blog. But it might be one of my sincerest hopes. This country is out of hand. Little girls don't dress like little girls anymore. They dress like trussed up ponies to be put on parade. We are robbing them of a time in their lives when they shouldn't be worrying about being pretty or what brand their jeans are. I have to say, and I apologize if you're included in this but it has to be said, I was sickened by some of the back-to-school outfits I saw on my Facebook feed. Why parents? Why are you dressing your child in something strapless? Why are you putting them in something that has spaghetti straps so that I, and the rest of FB, can see at least one of your precious daughter's nipples. (I wish I was joking on this one) Damn it I know tiny versions of grown-up clothes are cute. But so are pandas and they'll attack the shit out of you given the opportunity. My point? Just because it's "cute" doesn't mean it's appropriate. Why do we have to make our girls look so "sassy" all the time? Can't they just look like little girls? Put them in something that they can run and climb and jump in. What's that you say? Your daughter picks her own clothes and you can't do anything about it? Ah, you're right...oh, wait, nope you're the parent. And seriously, if I see another sassy/sexy pout on a little girl, I'm going to lose my mind. Sick.
I hope they don't run for student council. Weird, right? I think student council is awful. It's purely a popularity contest. Maybe things have changed, but at my school that's all it was. The winners weren't selected because they were good at something(I'm sure they all were but that's not why they were chosen). They didn't really even do anything for the students. I think they just got to get out of school every once in awhile. They certainly weren't out there advocating for a cause. Frankly, some of them weren't even that nice. Thankfully, later in life, popularity stops being a measure of worth, unless you're running for office. I hope they don't do that either, honestly.
I hope they choose their affiliations based on their own ideas. I don't want my girls to pick a side because Rob and I are on it, whether it be politics, religion, or otherwise. I want them to go out and explore their world and then make their choices based on that exploration.
I hope that they are bold. My sister and I suffer from an affliction. We blame our mother. Yes, mom, we blame you. We are really weird about calling people. Not friends or family but anything else, we get anxiety. My mom was the same way and that's where we get it. (No, you didn't do it on purpose mom, yes, we love you) For instance, calling and ordering pizza. This was a task that was delegated to us at an early age because Mom just didn't want to do. I think it's her middle child-ness. Now, as an adult, I cringe when I need to call a student, the Chinese place we order from, my insurance company, or anyone at all. I just don't want to do it. I get that weird topsy-turvy feeling in my tummy. I think it's a form of social anxiety, but only as it relates to phones. At any rate, I'm not handing this one down to my children.
I hope they do not procrastinate. When I was in school I put things off until the last minute. It was silly and pointless and generally made me more stressed and more tired. Now, as an adult, I am much better with my time. I know kids have to learn things the hard way, but this lesson, I just want them to skip.
I think I'll end my list there for now and maybe continue it in a later blog. To be continued...right Sarah?
Well, Claire is officially television obsessed again. She cries and melts when she doesn't get her daily dose of Mickey Mouse. It's an addiction and we're about to have an intervention...with Daddy. Like the sucker that he is, he gives in. Last night I came home from the gym to find my children eating pancakes for dinner (eh-hem) and glued to The Letter Factory. I like this particular factory, but Claire had already gotten to watch her one episode of Super Why so she was supposed to be on TV hiatus. I think we may need to go cold turkey again. I'll keep you posted. I smell mutiny.